Home.
Home.
A reflection by Jill Lacasse
Home is a feeling … not a place.
I used to think home was defined by four walls
Walls strewn with quirky plaques
Reminding us that if we wanted breakfast in bed
We had to sleep in the kitchen.
Couches lined with cozy cushions and pampered pets
Rooms filled with luscious beds and thick blankets
Cars filling the garage and driveways
Shelves lined with black and white pictures from past family vacations
From past celebrations
Graduations
Confirmations
of successful and bright futures ahead.
Home is a feeling … not a place.
I used to think home was defined by familiar sounds
Mom sizzling eggs for breakfast and popping toast from the toaster
The clock on the kitchen wall
dinging as the next hour passed
The dogs barking, excited to welcome new and old visitors
The chimes gently singing on the porch
As the warm and familiar wind touches your cheeks
As you rocked softly back and forth on the porch swing
Birds sweetly chirping in their homes built in the birch trees
Firmly rooted in the front yard
and the low murmur of the television coming from the living room
accompanied with laughter and cuddling as movies played
movies to remind us that we are just as weird
and dysfunctional
as every other family
on the screen.
Home is a feeling … not a place.
I used to think home was defined by familiar smells
The succulent wafts of mom’s famous stewed cabbage and apples
The sweet aroma of the flowers smiling in the sunshine of the garden
And the not so pleasant smells
The dogs’ droppings in the yard
Or the rancid cat litter that is screaming to be changed
Or the soiled socks hiding under your brother’s bed.
Home is a feeling … not a place.
Now I know that home
is not defined by the things around you
The comforting sounds
or welcoming smells.
Home is defined by the peace within
The sense of belonging
The feeling of being
Fully present
Fully alive
Fully aware
Glowing with love
Flowing from
Your heart
Your lips
and
your actions.
Home is the feeling
of being held by Mother Earth
Of being supported by friends and family
The beautiful souls surrounding you
Making you feel completely balanced
And in tune with the spirit within.
Home is the feeling
of discovering new parts of yourself
of learning and growing and evolving
of allowing your soul to shine
without judgment
without criticism
without an objective
only play.
Home is the feeling
Of dancing under the moonlight
Of skinny-dipping in the lake
Of singing campfire songs surrounded by laughter
Of late-night deep talks about
eternity, harmony
and immortality.
Home is the feeling
Of being free to be yourself
Surrounded by like minded people
Where weird is normal
And normal is weird.
Home is the feeling
Of being
Of belonging
Of balancing
Of loving
Of living.
About Jill:
Jill is a health enthusiast passionate about holistic living through being conscious of the mind, body and spirit connection. She is a free-spirited veggie-loving yoga teacher that loves any kind of adventure that comes her way, whether that is rock climbing, paddle boarding, waterfall rappelling, cliff jumping or learning a new inversion. She finds balance and inspiration in her happy place of being in nature and swimming in the ocean. She ensures that everything she does is in alignment with her truth – to have a grateful and vulnerable heart in order to live in a positive and light filled way.
Follow her yoga journey on Instagram: @theveggievillager.